Everything is F’ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
’cause I can’t turn to you when it all falls apart

~ “When It All Falls Apart” by The Veronicas

Don’t know what to write, say, do – just repeating this song over and over again.

I think that everyone knows this quote by Nike? (Haha another quote XD)

Well it’s getting warmer here in The Netherlands and I promised myself to be in shape when the summer officially starts. BUT – I’ve quit with fitness at the end of January because my fitness-mate quit. Afterthought it was a stupid idea to quit too… So my problem is what am I actually going to do now?

So… I bought these dumbells for €12,- including shipping on an online store from The Netherlands. Now I just need to work it. (haha)

Since a week ago I started with my own sport schedule. When I get up I do some abdominal exercises and maybe when I have the time to: taking a run outside. (With my iPod of course, can’t live without it. =x) Repeating this in the evening. Hopefully it’s gonna work? Otherwise I need to go back to the gym.

Don’t you think this is just one of the best slogan you can ever make for your brand? It’s just life – just do it. I only have to add a little flavor of Topshop after it: Just Do It – Or regret later.

So do you guys already have any plans for the upcoming summer? I do, and I’m soooo excited.

Two days ago I got this pot of lucky stars through post in my mailbox and this is really the cutest present a guy has ever made for me. I mean boys can buy me anything but making the present yourself has more value to me than something you buy – He folded every single star by himself!

I got this present from my soulmate and he’s the best I could ever have. Don’t you think he’s sweet?!
He also gave me a SNSD: Run Devil Run poster. How sweet!
I was so touched and my heart melted.

• My Desktop – This is how my desktop now looks like, I moved the whole table and all the furniture yesterday because of my room revamp. I dislike messy rooms!
• New necklace – A new owl necklace I got, how cute!
• Photobooth – Haha camwhoring with my new owl necklace, what I all do when I’ve loads of spare time XD

The reason of the post title? Well I keep spending so much money lately, that I just feel like a material girl. 50% of what I earn goes away, I’m actually glad that I don’t get any pocket money from my parents and earn everything by myself! I hope I don’t come over as a prep.

Actually looking at that page (if you click on “prep”) it’s saying that a prep:

“Know absolutely nothing about “nerd” things (anime, comic books, D&D, etc)”

And I don’t think I am one because I love to watch anime!
Currently watching Bleach, Full metal panic!, Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann and Kimi Ni Todoke (I dropped that a while ago)
I’m so glad that my test-week is over because now I am having time again to watch them all, during busy days I only watch Bleach.

My current boring table, I’m getting a new one with my room revamp. I love my gaming pc though, haha! I will also get pink walls! (finally)

On my desktop: Plant, mug, graphing calculator, Twilight(!), Nokia E71 (I LOST MY BATTERY CHARGER WITH THE REVAMP, I feel so off the world now my phone don’t have any battery left ), ELLE Magazine, Cosmopolitan Magazine, Marie Claire Magazine, monitor, keyboard, mouse, speakers, black and red paint, New Tifanny & Co. necklace(!), samples of wallpaper, subwoofer and Ben & Jerry ice cream bucket.

This is how I feel right now. I’m so stressed because of my test-week of school. And due the lack of sleep I just keep eating and eating LOL. And guess what? I gained 2,7 KG in just 2 days. School is making me obese – LOL.

What sucks is that I’ve quit with fitness at the end of January because my BF quit. Afterthought it was a stupid idea to quit too… But I think I’m going to sign up again when my test-week ends. Sounds great?
Or maybe trying a new sport? Anyone a suggestion?

So to remind me to keep the faith to do my best for all my upcoming tests & to treat myself I bought myself this T-shirt by Wildfox Couture at asos.com. Or maybe this was just a lame excuse to buy this expensive tee worth £65.00…
Nevertheless their high prices, I really love Wildfox Couture for their rockin’ concepts and campaigns.