Images shot with Canon EOS 550D – © Hiuxing.com. All rights reserved.

Weather is getting so much better here, I just couldn’t resist to wear my pastel stuff…This week is absolutely hectic. Well I think the next 2 months… I have a bunch of stuff to study, a mid-term exam, working on my business, a shift at work every 4 days a week, a graphic design project, and a photo shoot to organize. On top of it all, it seems like my body is disagreeing with my super busy lifestyle – being always on the run makes me so tired. And because of all this I need to miss out many invites from friends to hang out somewhere. And sometimes I feel kinda guilty about it, like if I don’t want to make some time for them.. so I really need to FOCUS – Instead of reminding myself that I need to “FOCUS”… I really need to have an auto-focus function. Oh if only that was only possible…

Had this flash equipment for my DSLR for quite some time and still didn’t practiced with it. Shooting with it for the first time. Just wearing that Navajo pullover from Mango I posted earlier and some falsies from Dolly Wink.

Life’s a mess. Life’s about making the right decisions. Making priority’s and stuff like that just makes growing up suck. After becoming 18 things have changed so much. You become so much more responsible for you actions “suddenly”. And you really need to know what’s good for you. I’ve been way too busy to blog lately, mostly because of having 2 jobs and working for 20 hours straight for at least once a week. But that’s no excuse at all, I love this little space of mine and my love for fashion and beauty will never fade. That’s why I’ll just make time for it.

Thanks for reading – more candy is coming

Love.

Sorry for not posting. I’m having a very very important exam week at the moment and I will most probably blog on the upcoming Friday. That’s because my school will be ended by then. I really really hope I’m gonna pass these exams I’m so afraid to fail! PRAY FOR ME XOXO

I don’t know what I’d do if I ever lost you
All the loneliness I would go through
But if you wanna leave I won’t stop you

I still remember that day.
How I got to met you, the one with the most sweetest eyes.
Day by day, I got to know you more.
And it was like the world got more wonderful.
You’re the one whom I can talk hours with, the one I could tell anything to.

I know I didn’t do much, but it was all I could do.
Just because I know the harder I try, the harder I would hurt myself.
The bigger my hope, the bigger my disappointment.
Because eventually, after everything we do, you would go back to her.

And if two people are really deep in love with each other.
I believe that we could easily overcome this and be together at the end.

Anyway the thing is,
I’m scared in putting hope in something and end up having nothing.

All I’m hoping for now is: all the best for you.
I love you and I’m glad I’ve met you.
But I just can’t be with you like this anymore.

♥

Maaf, kamu punya pacar.